Today is my first blog posting. I don't know much about blogging, but my great teacher and husband has been my inspiration to give it a try. Most of what I post over the next few days, weeks and months to follow will be from my journals over the last 5 years, my Journey To Faith. This is dedicated to the memory and awesome ministry of my first born Tre' and how he touched so many lives and dramatically changed mine... A caterpillar can only see at ground level. Tre' could only see things at his level, in a wheelchair or on the living room floor. On March 30th, 2007 he turned into a beautiful butterfly that can now soar above the things on this earth into God's awaiting arms. When we think of how a butterfly is formed most of us think of a cocoon. When the metamorphosis is completed, the adult butterfly breaks the pupal case.
Today is the anniversary of Tre's metamorphosis. Just as we had done 4 years ago at the birth of our son, we gathered by his bedside as he prepared to leave this world. As he took his last breath, I was told by the medical staff it was ok to let him go. He had fought a good fight and we were proud of him. But now it was time for him to take a bigger step and be with the Lord. This is a path that we all must take. I was so proud to see Tre' go with so much grace.
Priscilla Shirer said in her book "And We Are Changed", A caterpillar's ultimate reason for living is to eventually become a butterfly.
I can only imagine what he's doing in heaven. Running, jumping, laughing and talking with other kids and his buddy Kayla. Not missing a beat. It is the hope of knowing I will s
ee Tre' again that keeps me going. I am reminded of Romans 5:1-5 (NIV).
1 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2 through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3 Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4 perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5 And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
We on our journey to faith are much the same as Tre' and the caterpillar. Before we come into the true knowledge of God our sight is limited. We have both spiritual and physical limitations. But once we know Him, we can soar above anything that life throws at us. I thank all those who have supported us this past year with prayers and listening ears. God bless you all and know that His grace is sufficient.
Demetria
7 comments:
What a sweet tribute from a wonderful mommy to her beautiful butterfly! Every time I see a butterfly now, I'll think of y'all. I love your entire family and I am still praying for y'all. Thanks for letting me be more than "just" a nurse over the last year of Tre's life; thanks for letting me become a friend.
Love,
Tiona
Demetria...Just wanted you to know how uplifitng it was for me to read your blog this morning. Your beautiful boy will NEVER be forgotten. I love the caterpillar-butterfly metaphor...how encouraging. I hope you and your family are well...I would love to have lunch with you one day and see your beautiful new daughter. Let me know! Blessings ~Allyson Velkovich (Gillen's Mom)
Demetria,
My heart goes out to you and your family at this special time of remembering. Your words have touched me this morning and I think the way you put them all together is the most beautiful way to remember Tre. You and your family will continue to be in our prayers.
Always here
Andrea S Hearn
Such beautiful words...The faith and trust your family has in God is such an inspiration. You are very blessed to be Mom to such a special child.
Love,
Crystal Sweet
Thank you for sharing those beautiful words with us. You are an amazing family and I am glad I had the chance to know y'all. You were the best neighbors!! Take care!
Jenny-Child Life
Hello Demetria:
Time flies and I couldn’t believe that it’s been a year since we last saw Tre’ in the hospital. We still talk about how peaceful he looked snoozing away with that little grin on his face. That brief time we spend together really touched Nicole and me, and reading your blog brought back those special memories. Thank you. And thank you also for sharing your thoughts with us. You are a very special lady and I am glad to know you although we don’t get to see each other that often anymore. Stay strong and God bless you and your wonderful family.
Maria Schachter
Demetria ~ I'm not sure if you'll see this as this post was written awhile back. But I wanted to let you know that your story of your precious son. My daughter died at just five months of age...no warning...nothing wrong...and no answer other than SIDS. Butterflies are special for us too. Also, have you ever read the book, "I Wonder What You Do on Your First Day in Heaven." It is an incredibly thought provoking book...even though it only has a few words on each page. Just wanted to share it with you. Also, if you'd like to read more about our little girl, Aubrey Lynn, please visit her site. Take care and God bless.
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